a collection of poetry, songs, and short stories, accompanied by photography, illustrations, and music. curated by Jacob Andrew M.
Sunday
Jul 2014
22:49
UNTITLED #1050

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
THAT I AM SICK WITHOUT YOU
I WISH I WAS STRONG ENOUGH
TO PROTECT YOU
I WISH I WASN’T DUMB
I WISH I WASN’T SAD
JUST KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU
DROWNING MYSELF IN RUM

Friday
Jul 2014
15:30
Thursday
Jul 2014
22:25
Thursday
Jul 2014
17:46
i didn’t know any better (2013)
Tuesday
Jul 2014
15:30
Monday
Jul 2014
15:31
Monday
Jul 2014
14:05
UNTITLED #0837

I TELL MYSELF IM FREE
BUT I REALLY CANT SEE
U LIVE IN THE NOW
IM DREAMING OF A FUTURE
IM HURTING NOW
U CANT SEE A FUTURE

WHY IS IT THAT I WAIT
TO HEAR SOMETHING DEEP
UR CALM AS THE SEA
SILENT LIKE IT TOO
BUT ALL I GET IS
THE EYE OF THE STORM
THE ROAR OF UR THUNDER
AND ME OUT OF THE PICTURE

I TELL MYSELF TO BE FREE
CAUSE YOU JUST CANT SEE
IF WE’RE STILL IN IT NOW
WHAT WILL THE FUTURE BE?
IM HURTING RIGHT NOW SO
I HAD TO SET MYSELF FREE

Sunday
Jul 2014
22:03
new material being written and recorded
Thursday
Jul 2014
15:30
Tuesday
Jun 2014
17:09
UNTITLED #0347


I WOKE UP SUDDENLY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. THE HEAT WAS TRUE ON THE FIRST NIGHT OF SUMMER. I FOUND MYSELF WHERE I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF, ROCK HARD, STARING AT THE CEILING, IMAGINING HIM 
VIVIDLY SITTING ON TOP OF ME, SMILING AND WAITING FOR MY NEXT GESTURE..

I STILL REMEMBER THE SMELL OF THE FRESH HERBS WE BURNED, THE TASTE OF HIS PRECUM ON MY LIPS, AND THE SMOOTHNESS OF HIS SEMI HAIRLESS ASS. BUT WITH ALL THE IMAGINATION I HAD I STILL FOUND MYSELF, ROCK HARD AND STARING AT THE CEILING…

SO, I CLOSED MY EYES AND LET MYSELF GET LOST IN MY WILD IMAGINATION. EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED TO HAPPENED, HAPPENED, AND PERFECTLY. I ENTERED A RACE TO COMPLETE MYSELF, LASTING AS LONG AS I COULD. I GRABBED THE PILLOW BEHIND ME AND PULLED IT UNDER MY HEAD SO THAT I HAD A PERFECT VIEW OF MY COCK BEING SLOWLY STROKED, ALL THE WHILE IMAGINING EVERY POSSIBLE SCENARIO WITH HIM…

AND SUDDENLY IN THE NIGHT, I CAME. I HAD IMAGINED MYSELF IN HIM AND HIM IN ME. WE WERE IN ALL PLACES AT ONCE, AND WE HAD DONE IT ALL IN THE FEW SPONTANEOUS MINUTES I HAD. I OPENED MY EYES TO FIND MYSELF, EXHAUSTED, SEMI HARD, AND STARING AT THE CEILING. ALTHOUGH I REMEMBERED I WAS ALONE VERY QUICKLY. WOULD EVERY NIGHT BE THIS WAY? NO, I AM WITH HIM, AND MY IMAGINATION IS REAL. I LAY BACK DOWN AND LET MYSELF GET LOST, IN MY DREAMS, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT…